The title of my post today is what Erik said to me on Monday,"so it begins." Oh I'm sorry that I want to kick your ass. I swear to God my hormones kicked in this week and I am on fire. It seems like they kicked in all of a sudden out of nowhere. Much, much stronger than with the boys. With them it was very gradual...yeah not this time around. Not sure if it is because your body has been through this before so it kicks it into pregnancy gear a lot quicker or if I am just such a basket case so I am much more sensitive to everything. But its not just emotional issues or the fact that I could eat chocolate for every meal, I had the dry heaves this morning. Really bad. It was gross. The boys are banging on the door because they want to make sure I was okay. I am sitting on the bathroom floor with tears streaming down my face because quite honestly I am not sure that I am. Where is my husband? In bed. It took everything in me this morning to not go punch him while he lay there sleeping peacefully. It was my morning to get up, we take every other. He was not being lazy. But I was so irritated that he could lay there sleeping peacefully well my head throbbed, my guts were turning, and I was contemplating a nervous breakdown in our bathroom. Oh and I got up 3 times to pee last night. It is like I am 9 months pregnant not barely pregnant. WTH?
I know this will all pass...but today it cannot pass soon enough. The good news is that I only have 34 weeks left of this, or 8 months and 2 weeks, or 238 days...God help us all!
3 comments:
Ohhh, I remember these days well! My first I felt totally fine, the second, I felt so hormonal and sick all the time... night and day different pregnancies.
Keeping my fingers crossed that the days won't all be this rough as you begin your new normal!
Awww honey. Just picture the sweet lil baby you will get when all is said and done. Hope you feel better. Love you.
Ha! I said in my blog when I was preggo w/ Laila that if it's wasn't for the fact that I turn in to a total mental case I would totally get pregnant again.
When are you due?
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